It started ok. I had food, family, and a few really good friends.
Then, I made the stupid mistake of checking my ex’s social media. She had a post reviewing the last year. She mentioned some of the good parts, but then mentioned how it was rough. There was a small chip shot at me, but I wasn’t mad at that.
What made me mad was that one of her friends congratulated her on taking out the trash (me). My ex laughed at the comment.
It’s hard to believe that someone you loved could laugh at someone calling your ex trash, publicly. I know this isn’t a huge thing, but it hurt, a lot.
Remember, she’s still screwing the guy who she cheated on me with. The guy who has a girlfriend.
I reached out to one of my recent divorce community friends and she got me smiling again.
The rest of the night wasn’t special. People kissed, dogs got into the food, and I feel asleep watching Roseanne.
This years, New Years Resolutions
1: Stop checking my ex’s social media. I don’t need to torture myself.
2: Plot My Revenge.
2: Learn to live my life free of her influence.
3: Fuck her best friend and/or sister.
3: Might still do that….
Happy New Years!
Oh, and thank you to everyone who participated in the #NYEKiss4All. This was a last minute idea, but a lot of lonely people got kisses this NYE because of you. Thank you.